a long string of thoughts *
My week finally ended, I mean school. Its suppose to be a time to rejoice and cruise into the weekend. But stress and depress is what I felt. What the fck. Took the long bus journey home and I tend to fall into deep tots when travelling. And so I did.
I think im being too good to my friends. Am I? At least I feel I am. Put them at almost the top of the priority list. Make them laugh so that every moment tgt will be fun and memorable. Easy-going, whatever is fine even eating lady's finger and bitter gourd. I only want ppl around me to be happy. Yet after all these... Maybe I shld change. But this is me.
Some passengers board the bus, a guy enveloped in a thick layer of smoke sat infront. Smoke me to paradise. Will anyone grieve for me when I go somewhere high above the skies or deep below the ground?
Maybe for that lil moment that lasted in a blink of an eye. I shld have chosen another world instead.
A light blue Volkswagen passed me, shouting 'Hi im your dream car'. As you've said, you are only a car in my dreams. So shut up and move on. Look at Nissan, Toyota and Honda. Snap right back into the reality. 3 things due next week. Better get them done nicely or this sem will be so screwed. Tml is lined up with activities too. No crashing of timing and that shld be the way.
How do ppl live their lives. How do they know what they want. What do I want. I cant figure out the answers. Opened my door and stepped into a balcony with pet bedding across the floor. So I stared sternly at her but was melted instead. Front paws lifted, maybe trying to say 'Im hungry' or 'Im so bored'. At least.... there's someone who looks for me. Im home Muffin!
2:48:00 PM
