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My week finally ended, I mean school. Its suppose to be a time to rejoice and cruise into the weekend. But stress and depress is what I felt. What the fck. Took the long bus journey home and I tend to fall into deep tots when travelling. And so I did.
I think im being too good to my friends. Am I? At least I feel I am. Put them at almost the top of the priority list. Make them laugh so that every moment tgt will be fun and memorable. Easy-going, whatever is fine even eating lady's finger and bitter gourd. I only want ppl around me to be happy. Yet after all these... Maybe I shld change. But this is me.
Some passengers board the bus, a guy enveloped in a thick layer of smoke sat infront. Smoke me to paradise. Will anyone grieve for me when I go somewhere high above the skies or deep below the ground?
Maybe for that lil moment that lasted in a blink of an eye. I shld have chosen another world instead.
A light blue Volkswagen passed me, shouting 'Hi im your dream car'. As you've said, you are only a car in my dreams. So shut up and move on. Look at Nissan, Toyota and Honda. Snap right back into the reality. 3 things due next week. Better get them done nicely or this sem will be so screwed. Tml is lined up with activities too. No crashing of timing and that shld be the way.
How do ppl live their lives. How do they know what they want. What do I want. I cant figure out the answers. Opened my door and stepped into a balcony with pet bedding across the floor. So I stared sternly at her but was melted instead. Front paws lifted, maybe trying to say 'Im hungry' or 'Im so bored'. At least.... there's someone who looks for me. Im home Muffin!
2:48:00 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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I thought my 21st party is going to be a nightmare... but it turned out to be real fun =D. It came and went like... wind. Gone with the wind. The presents that I received are very nice, out of which Muffin is the best! Im talking about her..
Ok... I know the camera sucks haha. She is so cute and small that she fits into the feeding tray.. so I guess its a resting tray for now. She loves eating the hay.. loves dashing in circles in her cage so that the bedding plus hay plus poo will come flying out.. loves crawling under the sofa so that I can play hide and seek with her. =) Im totally in love with her. Did I mention? She pee-ed and poo-ed on the sofa.
Some quizzes are heading my way.. while Im trying to run away from them. Eventually they will catch me and inject some panic into me. -Don't try to pass the quiz, its impossible. Instead, realised the truth, there is no quiz.- Taken from The Matrix.. and I know this is bullshit.
2:57:00 AM
