I say my sorries first *
To all my precious friends.. I’m so so sorry if I’ve ever made you angry. Because I’ve grown so used to having you so good to me.. sorry that I took you for granted. Because I’ve did some stupid things that made you angry.. sorry that I thought that you will always be there and never leave me. Because I’m enjoying being cared by and very dependent on you.. sorry that I forget to give you enough of my TLC back.
I say my sorries first because I've thought of it. Thought of why good friends still quarrel at times. Thought of why I tend to make my close friends angry. Thought of why some of my friendships just end off so abruptly.
Thought of my mistakes.
=D Are my darlings back yet??
5:55:00 PM
Beautiful flowers *
Aren't these flowers gorgeous!! (Haha.. I meant the blossoms in the first 2 photos.) The world will be so dull and boring without them. I took the first photo just by my bedroom window. Too bad they only lasted for 2 to 3 days, BUT, they start to bloom again after every several days. I think its their season now. =D
I treasure my friends, especially those so close to me that I thought I would have drowned in loneliness without them. They are important.. in fact.. of utmost importance. So I made a card for one of them.
Nice nice nice?? I drew the flowers leh.. the nicest I've ever drawn liao lol. June likes Pooh a lot but I dont know how to draw.. so I print and cut and paste it there. Two sides of the card give different feelings.. I like. Spring time and Kids time.
4:06:00 PM
B for boy *
Yeah.. I got a B for my astronomy paper. By right I should aim for an A la, since its an all mcq paper. But given that I MESSED up my mid sem paper and got a D for that, I guess B is the best I could get liao haha. However.. should at least give me a B+ right.. haha... humans are never contented ar lol.
Ahh.. one more month to slack before school starts again. When I met my mentor the other time, he says "So holidays are coming, do enjoy yourself to the fullest and then when the next sem starts.. you should start studying hard from the start to the end of sem." (Or sth like tat la.) I always did fulfilled the first part of his speech.. only that I work hard only 2 days before the tests and exams haha! So will the second part be my aim? No. Why aim when I know I won't do it. And its NOT effective for me anyway.
Bought 'The 1st Eleven Years' of Eason.. thinking I would know most songs since its the jing xuan ji. But it turn out I only heard 10 out of the 30 songs before. But one thing.. NICE. He was born to sing.
3:32:00 PM
Very blur and rotting *
Ya ya.. I'm very blur haha.. and super duper lazy. These are the never changing traits of Yixin. Nah.. nothing stays the same forever. I've been nuah-ing at home since the exams.. which is so me right.. ya I know. I really wonder how I past my time.. psp.. poke and play with my hamsters and rabbits (they must be cursing the school for giving me school holidays).. stare into my laptop screen showing animes, movies or kang xi.. and 'pull' my violin... la la la.
Saturday went to my sec school band senior's 21st birthday party at ecp chalet.. =D Happy that I'm still rmbed, or maybe he does not, but at least I'm invited lol. Its been quite some time since I've attended someone's 21st bday party, cuz my cousins are like much older or younger than me.. sad. Anyway, I'm being reminded that my 21st will be next year. Can I add drag forces to time?
O.. I'm also reading the Dream trilogy by Nora Roberts, Papa bought them for me through Reader's Digest. Its about three best friends that grew up together in a household, the memories and loyalties that bind them and how the friendship helps them through devastation when they each went on to pursue a different path of their own. And if you saw my msn nick.. Seraphina is a legend that fascinated the three. A young girl who had flung herself off the cliffs rather than face a life without her true love after she had hid away her dowry.
12:54:00 AM
Dream Car *
And what's yours? My friend once told me her dream car is the Volkswagen Beetle. Wow.. am sort of addicted to it from then on too haha. There's a black convertible one in the multi-story carpark downstairs.. Too glaring to not to look at it everytime I pass by it.
Went to look for more cute cars online and I found more! Two more models caught my eyes.. Mini Cooper Convertible and Porsche Boxster Convertible. But Boxster is a 2 seater la.. unless I'm rich enough to raise a car myself and my family owns another car.. Its a no no. So... Porsche 911 convertible also can haha. Why all convertible huh.. I also dont know.
I'm seriously into deep dreamland.
看不清的路又算甚麼 看不清的梦又算甚麼
就算走到尽头又能算甚麼
That's just life 寻找梦里的未来
That's just life 少点现实的无奈
不论风吹的时候 不再傍徨的时候
永远向前 路一直都在
陈奕迅-路一直都在
9:29:00 PM
Slightly better than horrible *
O yeah.. Astronomy paper is finally part of the history (and I mean it and I want it to be). But I don't think there's a need to dabao an elective if you fail. Still, I would say its a really nice subject.. I like, just that maybe the paper includes too many TRICKY true or false questions!!! Aiyo.. really hope to get an A for it so as to neutralise the result I got for the mid-sem test. However.. chances are small lol. I didn't study the last 4 sets of notes la~~ I think my exam study-planning is getting very JIALAT. I'm left with like 10 sets of notes ytd unstudied. Don't know should call myself zai or stupid or last minute.. (I chose the 1st ahaha)! Very grateful that the group of us went through every past year papers together.. at Changi airport.. it helps! Very far, but very nice place to study =D Do you know: Seasons are caused by Earth's axis tilt (23.5°) and not the distance from Earth to Sun. The Northern hemisphere is closer to Sun at times of the year than the southern, it is exposed to more light causing summer to come into action at different times as Earth revolves.
8:25:00 PM
Dreams are just dreams *
I was thinking about today's schelule last night on my bed and then I drifted off to sleep dreaming about the young and handsome doctor attending to me in the clinic lol. Just a dream to make me happy only... cuz in reality, its that female therapist again and the doctor was out stationed! Sobz..
But ytd was very special! I've always miss band since I graduate from sec sch. I miss playing with other players and each of us do a part to contribute to the piece. That amazing feeling.. like you totally immerse into the music and becomes a part of it.. nice. Ya.. so ytd I went to my violin teacher's house for a group lesson. 3 students: me, a 16 years old girl and a 7 years old boy. The boy boy got a 1/4 violin lo.. so cute! All the while he was very active that kind.. the only one that answers all the teacher's question faithfully lol.
There's this part where the 4 of us each played a variation of Twinkle Twinkle.. so fun! Not exactly like band where there's over 70 players.. but a just little trace if it. And totally reminds me of the time where SHE perform in one of the CO trip to MINDS.. using er hu. Wahaha.. happy and precious memories.
4:22:00 PM
Here comes the outcome *
I wasn't really prepared to see it since I'm suppose to meet my mentor then he will unblock it. Turn out he is a really nice person isn't he.. hopefully he can continue to be a nice person and I wont need to meet him every semester. Well, there's a slight improvement. From 3.29 to 3.71 (GPA), and the CGPA is 3.49. As predicted.. Physics is still a very big C.
Life Sciences ----------> A-
Physics 1 --------------> C
Materials Science -----> B
Mathematics 2 --------> A-
Laboratory 1B --------> B+
Coping With Culture Transition -----> A-
The end of the comprehensive first year marks the beginning of the specialising second year. Omg~~ I'll be studying modules with names so engineering that I think I wont be able to understand.
5:59:00 PM
Aren't these flowers gorgeous!! (Haha.. I meant the blossoms in the first 2 photos.) The world will be so dull and boring without them. I took the first photo just by my bedroom window. Too bad they only lasted for 2 to 3 days, BUT, they start to bloom again after every several days. I think its their season now. =D 
I treasure my friends, especially those so close to me that I thought I would have drowned in loneliness without them. They are important.. in fact.. of utmost importance. So I made a card for one of them. 